Ok so i m currently around 1040 Elo. I wasted almost 2k hours with the Game itself and watchin Videos / doin research. Yet i m a miserable Player and stuck between 1k and 1.1k. This means, in terms if AoE2 im an absolute failure. It even influences my Real life, for example spending less time with gf or even lowering my self esteem in non AoE2 things. Should i just deleted the game and never touch anything AoE2 related again?